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my operated toe at construction site...I drew a eye on it...

<人生的舞臺>

今晚, 身體同精神, 已經非常非常的累了….

 

但我很害怕, 怕這一睡下去, 就再也醒不了.

 

經年, 已經習慣了自己同自己對話.

這一次, 也需要自己與自己解決問題.

 

問題在於, 這到底是什麼???

腳上的, 心上的.

 

腳上的, 本周內就有結果, 是好是壞, 由它去了. 早已寫好了長長的LIST…

心上的, 那份煎熬, 卻是折磨得人死去活來.

 

今晚想起兩個字:

尊嚴.

 

人是要尊嚴的活著的. 這世界上沒有乞求或是施捨, 有的, 只是平等靈魂.

 

知我者, 會珍惜; 不知者, 不要也罷.

 

人是不可以永遠單程車票, 不聞不問…人有感覺, 有情感.

 

決定放下, 無論身體的結果是好是壞, 感情, 應當平等.

 

明天爵士節的舞臺已經豎起, 我人生的舞臺, 要翩翩起舞…

短短數句, 記載此刻心情, 明天將是如何, 也罷, 也罷……

 

 

the one of my best nights

I have spent almost couple hours tried to find his music < first step >, but I couldn't find online.... 

 

Well, tonight, was the one of my best night, ever.  

 

Went to city hall & enjoyed the concert by Shunzo Ohno+Ted Lo + Eugene Pao + Shinichi + Taro... 

 

Amazing! 

 

I really love <first step>, even Ted teased me " oh, that is a very difficult music, you sure you understand?"...yes, I do...for Jazz music, everyone has their own explanation, and it flows by our own moods....I felt heavy, when I listened to it...but, heavy, means quality, means weight....means sth loads into your heart, and makes some noise..

 

I love < bubbles >..been Central Park many many times....when I listened to this...I closed my eyes...I could imagine all the bubbles, the sky with clouds...the reflections...I could imagine the young sentimental musician rambled on those paths full with bushes, and finally turned his bad day to be a such wonderful day with great melodies..

 

I love < see breezes > < what's going on>.... 

 

I tried to find all of them on-line then share with you guys....but, < bubbles > is too busy not fresh like I just heard on the stage...and I even could not find the live video of the amazing drummer Taro!!! 

 

Here is his website: http://taro-koyama.com/index.html 

 

I was at the first row....I forgot who am I, where I was....I just felt that I was in the heaven for 2 and half hours....I enjoyed Eugene's solo...I felt the waves, the storms...I touched the heaviness...i saw Ted's smile...happy face...three great Japanese musicians...everything was perfect....haven't really met such a great show for years...no clothes changing...lighting was same....just sometimes red sometimes blue...no bull shit... but  Shunzo is such a cool guy with sense of humor.... 

 

They turned my normal Sunday, to eternity!!!!  

 

Last, when I left there, I saw Skip Moy still busy working with PA system < it calls PA system too Skip?>...so sexy...hard working man.... 

 

Thank you for music! 

 

Thank you for all, to bring us here. Because of Music!!!  

 

I do remember, in the French movie < the eighth day>, god first created the MUSIC... 

 

because he wants us to love each other, without boundaries...